Do you realise that when we grow older, we don't stay at party the whole time anymore? We come whenever we want, go whenever we like. Sometimes we don't even turn up. Even now, when you ask people out they tell you their answer last minute. End up, you're alone. I feel stupid, planning the mahjong. Embarrassing myself on Facebook because people clearly don't understand my situation.
I didn't go to school today. My stomach feels funny in the morning. I feel so lazy, just feel like sleeping the whole day. Dinner with k7 later, hopefully I won't fall back again.
Sigh, tomorrow is Friday again. I always feel like I don't have plans yet on weekdays I have so many. I miss F, I miss having so many plans everyday. Damn, but that was ages ago. If he can lead me on for around 3 months what more. I always wanted him to celebrate my birthday with me. Fuck lah, even after so many things he done to me, I still stalked his Fb and love him as much. This is true love loh.